Hi my name is Jennifer and I'm a foodaholic

Lately, I think that I've realized that I really, REALLY love food. I was talking with some friends today about recipes, and I started to rave about some of my favorite recipes. And when I say rave, I'm talking full gesticulation and using tons of modifiers (that's english major speak for saying that I was proclaiming: I TOTALLY luuuuuuuuuuuvvvv this recipe... It's the BESTEST in the whole entire world... I eat a HUMONGOUSLY large portion of it because it's so FANTASTICALLY good!!...) Afterwards I felt kind of stupid, realizing that I probably get way too excited about food than a normal, rational person does. I have already admitted that I have an addiction to food and all things food. Sadly, I think losing weight has just intensified the addiction. I'm still at my goal weight, but I really feel myself slipping back into old habits. Whenever I determine that I'm going to crack down on my unhealthy eating habits that's when the strong urge to bake something ambushes me. I hope that one day I will be able to conquer this pattern of bad choices, and I would be very happy if that mastery would occur before I reach 400 lbs. I've even temporarily toyed with the idea of starting a bakery or a catering company, but I don't think I'm that good of a cook and it seems like way too much work. Lately I've been trying to just send half the pan or batch of goodies with my husband to work, but I have a feeling that eventually his office will rebel. Until then I have to rely on the kindness of my friends to take my baked goods (at least the ones that escape my hungry hands).